February 2010
148 posts
January 2010
143 posts
I just wanna believe in me
I’m losing myself trying to compete With everyone else instead of just being me Don’t know where to turn I’ve been stuck in this routine I need to change my ways Instead of always being weak I don’t wanna be afraid I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today And know that I’m okay Cause everyone’s perfect in an unusual way So you see, I just wanna believe in me La,...
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong,...
You know, to what you had said. If there were sides which I didn’t think there was, I know of people who wouldn’t take mine. Anyway. I love you.
We said goodbye
Tried a hand at magic. But we couldn’t make us disappear. Not a day goes by I don’t wish I had you. So in a way, I’m glad you’re still here. It’s a bittersweet victory. Lovin’ the ghost in front of me. Now I can’t laugh, can’t cry. And I can’t run, can’t hide. What do I gotta do? What do I gotta do to keep you? What do I gotta do to keep...
I'm sorry.
One more
I want to throw a bucket on my head, go in a corner, and scream.
I want to re-start life.
Maybe disappear. Everything I do always seems to make everything worse.
I think everything would be better if no one liked me, that way I could never mess anything up ever again. Life would be good.
feistyferret:
You always have to one up me. It makes me feel like CRAP. You’re a majority of the reason I’m in the mood I’m in. Seriously, I don’t like complaining and I hate self pity, I realize I do it a lot and I try not to. But you’re one on the many reasons that EVERY EFFING NIGHT in the past almost two weeks that I’ve fallen asleep bawling my eyes out. This isn’t even the first time...
Sometimes, you’re not the only one. It’s been that way for 2 years now, maybe 3. No one ever notices.
are we even friends anymore?
lovecatherine:
feistyferret:
oh wait, you have your new friends that you’re obsessed with.
i don’t even feel like you make an effort or want to be my friend anymore.
i trust very few things you say.
i’ve lost a lot respect for you.
If it’s who I think you’re talking about. I don’t feel like we’re close anymore either. I barely talk to her and I feel like I don’t know her anymore.
I...
It’s not my fucking fault. I’m sorry! Don’t you get that? I care about you so much. And all you’re doing is making me feel worse than I already do.
Don't know much about your life...
Don’t know much about your world, but Don’t want to be alone tonight, On this planet they call earth. You don’t know about my past, and I don’t have a future figured out. And maybe this is going too fast. And maybe it’s not meant to last, But what do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there’s solid ground below...
Friiiiiiiiiiiick.
I hate that you only care about your own happiness. And that whenever I’m happy, you can’t seem to be happy. It’s actually really fucking annoying. But I love you anyway.
“And I know that we could be so amazing, and baby your love is gunna change me.”
Let me say this
It doesn’t relate to anything, but I do want to put this out there:
Okay, if you ever like someone, and this is mainly for guys, TELL THE PERSON.
Just ahsaaayun. kbye.
(And no not saying this to Jadeypooopoooo about cough)
It’s hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind <3
What’s life going to do with me next?
Everything I do is always wrong.
If I’m happy, you’re not.
Maybe that’s why I always try and make others happy before myself.
You don’t need a relationship to be happy. It hurts me to see you sad.
Why am I so weird. I seriously don’t understand. Why do I have the weirdest feelings! Gah.
Shoot me in da face.
The only one I always enjoyed texting, no matter what the reply.
feistyferret:
Many guys constantly question: why is it that girls like it when the guy texts first. Well there are multiple reasons.
1. We love the feeling of being wanted. When a guy texts a girl what tends to run through her mind is “he took time out of his day to talk to me and see how and what I’m doing.” this simple gesture never fails to make a girl happy.
2. As a girl, we don’t like to...
Frick.
I’m so annoyed at myself.
There are many reasons.
One being I feel like a really big “whore”. It has only been a month since Matt and I broke up and I have my second boyfriend. I’m a disgrace.
I told you so..
Did people think that I just didn’t wanna put my “relationship” on facebook?
First off, I HATE broadcasting anything, it’s ridiculously stupid.
But anyway, back to the point: When I said that I didn’t want to because my sister would freak out, I was being serious. Oh hey guess what? She saw it, and freaked out. She freaked out in the exact way I said she would....
